Living is about coming and going,
Believing and knowing.
Life is a bout living life to its fill.
Life at moments is all up hill.
In this moment I am offered some choices.
In this moment there is shock and rejoices.
Aw shit, cries my ego inside.
Another change.
At the moment it feels that my spirit has died.
I want to run.
I want to stay.
I want to love another day.
I want to do good.
I want to do what is right.
At this moment, I do not have the will to fight.
I am sleepy.
I am restless.
I am screaming with no voice.
So I will take one moment at a time.
I will surrender.
I will manage just fine.
I will live to love another day.
But in this moment I feel my joy has gone away.
So I will take one moment at a time.
I will surrender.
I will manage just fine.
I will live to love another day.
I want remove the (I) in everything and also put it back … i shrugged at myself for being it… i just want to deny it as not being a human condition; so smiling, place power, or again nhiliate that…and still try to feel: just the human.